Why Hello There!!
It’s been an awfully long time since I posted. I’ve had band camp and school stuff, speaking of school. IT STARTS TOMORROW! :(: Ugh highschool. I have all honors classes and music based electives I need honors diploma so i can get a scholarship to anywhere in the US!
On another less boring subject:)
So I’ve been obsessed with D.Gray-Man for the past… weeks, months idk. I just started reading the manga though. I’ve watched the first 2 seasons of the anime and read countless fanfictions! I took a few screen shots that i had to share with you guys!
These are just a few of my many screen shots
Also today on facebook i was talking to my friend and my hands just wouldn’t type lol
I think that’s all for pictures!
Friday night i went to an all night skate and met up with my four best friends, I’m going to give them fake names for their safety reasons xD Tyler, Casen, Darien, and Brandon are my best friends I love them to death! <3 But I have had a crush on Brandon for like a year now. I finally got the balls to go tell him. :’( Worst mistake ever.
(BTW I HAVE FRIENDS! I didn’t even realize it but people like me and my… wittiness and charm i think is how that one person put it…. Crazy right? I mean I knew about the guys but they’re like my brothers , well except Brandon.)
I told him and this is how our conversation went
“Hey Brandon, It’s really hard for me to say this and I probably sound all lame but I just decided I would tell you that I like you.” I took out all the stutters xD
“Oh, really? I used to like you a lot, too!”
“Well i still do but we’re starting high school in three days and I’m in football which has practice everyday of the week, and you too. You have band everyday. I shouldn’t date anybody until I get used to this.”
“Oh yeah i totally agree” Cue fake smile “This is going to be a stressful transition!”
“Thanks for understanding Vero. But hey, once we get used to high school and our schedules I promise I’ll give you a call.” Cue his brilliant wonderful smile (ugh i sound like a high school fan girl, oh wait, I am!).
“This doesn’t change anything though, right? I mean, we’re still friends.”
“Yeah, of course! Best friends!” Fist punch or whatever them things are called that my bros (HAHA i’ve never used that term before) do.
I was kind of upset and almost cried but then i thought about what he said and decided it wasn’t rejection, it was put off acceptance. Happiness again. But now its a little bit awkward, not like super awkward but ugh. So big mistake! I should’ve told him when i was almost sure he like me (6 moths ago). But there’s my love life for ya. Well I’m tired so goodnight!